I used to love this guy who I thought meant everything to me. Turned out he didn´t. Unfortunately what happened with him followed me quite around for some time.
I wasn´t open for new things or people. I kept my heart hidden, because I was scared.
So finally (more than over a year later than I last had contact with him) I texted him and asked for a talk, because I wanted some answers.
We did talk. We skyped twice for a good couple of hours.
Well, I didn´t ask everything I intended to, but truth is:
I didn´t need to.
I was just happy.
Happy because I realised I truly didn´t love him anymore and happy because I now know I´m able to move on.
Sometimes taking initiative can help more than trying to shut things out from your life.
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